I suck

I'm pretty down on myself right now. I can't say I haven't been doing ANYTHING to keep fit, but I haven't been working to my potential. I haven't been keeping up with this blog and holding myself on the right track.

I SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

My scale says I have lost two more pounds, but my clothes tell me a different tale.
Even that loss isn't doing anything for me. There are actually pants that WERE fitting me a few weeks ago that are TOO TIGHT NOW! How can that be?

Well, I read something yesterday (and I can't even remember where) that said fatty foods go straight to your tummy, which is even worse for you if you have a history of heart disease in your family. Argh!

Yep, I have lost weight, but I am still making poor food choices, and I need to stop. I'm losing weight other places, but piling the fat up in my stomach and spreading out so my pants won't button.

I am literally killing myself a little at a time.

Leona